me.

it's sunday. my weekend was alright, but pretty boring. i'm anti social lately, oh well. i have good reasons.
last night i got sick and discovered a HUGE spider on the shower curtain. i almost grabbed it while getting into the shower...then i almost had a heart attack. ugh, i hate spiders. just when i thought living here couldn't get any worse. /sigh.
man, i am SO DONE with people. i'm sick of it. theres like, a small handful of people i actually feel like are worth being in my life. lets see, like, 5 or 6. i wont name names, you know who you are <3
i'm just sooooooo tired of bullshit. i am ready for change.
tomorrow we find out the sex of the baby!!!!!!! i cant wait!!!!!!!! i've been wanting this weekend to go by really fast so Monday comes. GAH! i cant stop thinking about it. though it's very likely its a boy, i still want to know for sure. i must hope and pray that the baby will be in a position where they can actually SEE. if not, i am going to be all sorts of pissed off. hopefully it works out. happyyyyyyy!
right now i'm having wicked back pain. sciatica? lol. i love that word. it hurts though...i had it when i was pregnant with keldyn. SUCKS. i have a heat pad on it and took some Tylenol....hopefully that helps. i think i'm gonna go lay down soon. mitch is in the car playing guitar...he's going to be covering a song. i'm excited.
its like almost midnight and keldyn is in bed yelling. not crying, yelling. he wants me to get him up. little dork. i wonder what he will think of the ultrasound tomorrow.....hmm....i don't think he has a clue. he needs a sibling though. so bad.
maaaaaaaaaaan, i want to be moving already! i miss my Texas people. waaaaaah.
"Me miss texas people. me love you." LOL.
dasjdklsajdklsajdkl;jaskldkasl;dasl;dka
so anyway. i'm going to find a snack, then mess around on Facebook some more.....then go lay down......i think.
tomorrow i will update (though i'm going to be texting/calling almost everyone that reads this) with the sex of the baby.
think open-legged thoughts. we must be able to see this baby's genitals.

adios! 

ooooooh. i'm so sleepy. today was an ok day. it got shitty for awhile, but got better. i ate a lot of food at mike and hillary's house. i'm stuffed. keldyn didn't get in bed until after midnight-nice!
 omg we killed a huge freakin spider in here today. it was NASTY. i'm all paranoid that another one will emerge. this one was huge and it was speeding straight towards mitch's feet. UGH, why do spiders have to exist. damn. 
i slept really late today but i'm somehow tired. i could so go to bed soon and i just might. 
some people annoy me so bad LOL. i cant wait to move. i just wanna get away. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. monday cant come soon enough! i want to know if this baby is a boy or a girl and just SEE it. its driving me mad.

oh and don't commit suicide:


LOL. wow. i love youtube.

so yeah i don't know what to write. 

so, goodnight lol. 

hi.
so today i had my doctors appointment with my NEW doctor. she's really nice and actually intelligent. my kidney is okay-so far. she's gonna let me know if something is up. BUT monday we get to find out the sex of the baby!!!!!! i'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i got to hear the heartbeat. it was a good appointment. i showed up 2 hours early for it, so i went across the street and laid in the grass and read The Princess Bride. it was nice until these awkward park workers showed up for lunch. lol. anyway....was good. i cant wait until monday. GAH!
this evening we all went to the park and ate pizza. good stuff, even though we were the only non-hispanic people there, haha.
i got like 2 hours of sleep last night so i am TIRED. mitch is at his brothers playing Rock Band or something so i'm just at home vegging. it's gooooood. i'm gonna sleep amazing tonight. the weather SAYS we're supposed to have a thunderstorm tonight, i hope we do. i miss Texas thunderstorms. they are the best.
goshhhhhhhhh, i miss working out. i wish i could go jogging. *SIGH* once this baby is out. its gonna be lovely. i mean, i can still work out, but not much. hmmmmm, going on walks with Mitch is way awesome though. yaya yayayay ayayaya


why is this so awesome?

this poor girl. bless her heart, but ooooooh my goodness she needs to find a new hobby. eesh.

i dunno. i'm gonna mess around on Facebook some more...then read some more then go to sleep.

goodnight!

hello.
i had another sleep-a-thon today. was nice. why is sleeping so amazing? right now i'm eating some spicy noodles and drinking some Dr.pepper...i'm the healthiest pregnant eater, i know hahaha.
i had a rough night last night. i think my hormones are really taking their toll on me. damn. i need to talk to my doctor about this. i wish i knew how much i really felt like things suck so bad and how much its just my hormones screwing with me. needless to say, this pregnancy has been completely different than my pregnancy with Keldyn. everything that can suck and go wrong in a pregnancy has happened so far. except hemmerhoids. not yet, at least. lets hope that one stays away.
i'm such a hormonal, moody wretch. with Keldyn it was CAKE. i didn't even feel pregnant. i felt amazing the whole time. i'm already having back pain this time, wtf? maybe this maybe is huge. i wish it would come out already, urrrrrgh.

so, some people bug me so bad. have you ever loathed someone so much that you just wish bad things upon them? not so much things like, getting hit by a bus or spontaneously combusting (sure, i think those things sometimes, but i don't really MEAN them). i mean things like crapping their pants in public, getting attacked by seagulls, or having their toenails ripped off, one by one. yes, yes. i need help. i've had such an evil outlook lately. its scary. that part...yes, that part must be my hormones.

why cant human babies just hatch out of eggs?

i've kind of had the urge to start drawing again lately. i feel bad that i quit. i did start a drawing of Mitch awhile back, but i never finished it. i want a really nice sketchpad and some new pencils...
i'm semi-addicted to stupid Facebook games. my farms are getting bigger-DANIELLE get your ASS online and come pick my rice. or you're fired. i wish i had more things to entertain myself. i wish i could work.
i wish i wish i wish, wah wah wah. i'm such a whiner.
okay, time to wait for Danielle to get on so i can hire her ass to pick my rice. then, perhaps eat a cupcake.

until next time.

i'm in a bad mood yet again. maybe one day i'll have a totally good day. i have things i need to do like vaccuum and clean out my nasty car, buuuuuuuut i'm too lazy. oh well. i slept until 2pm today, HAH. i love sleeping. its such a good way to waste time. one good thing about today is i have some iced tea right now. mmmmmm. and i'm glad i have my hooker (Danielle) to talk to-YAY! i so wish i could fast forward time. i'm already DONE being pregnant and i'm hardly over halfway through. i want this baby out already. i want to be able to work out and get back into shape. i want to be in Texas with the people i miss so much. booo.
i want to cook. cooking makes me happy. but the oven is too crappy to cook anything with. mehhh...
Thursday i have a doctor appointment to get my kidney checked, yet again. i got my bill from the emergency room a few nights ago, well not MY bill, but the invoice-$1800 LOL. what a rip off. they didn't even do anything for me either. stuuuuupid. i hope my new doctor will be able to help me figure out why its hurting and put me on an antibiotic that doesn't make me feel deathly ill. i slept so much today yet i'm still tired. i could easily go to sleep right now.
i've decided the next dog i'm getting is a Pug. so CUTE. fat little aliens LOL. of course, it wont be for a long time...i have a baby coming and babies are like having 500 puppies. so much work. but in the future it will be awesome.

okay-gonna go.

P.S. Mormons are creepy.


LOL. i want to find magical gold plates in the ground too.

so, tomorrow i'll be 21 weeks pregnant. here's a pic of the belly:


eesh. i'm getting big HA.
i'm writing again so soon after my last post, this is shocking. i'm pretty sleepy and slightly grouchy-mostly because i'm annoyed with stupid ignorant inconsiderate people. UGH. i have stuff i need to be getting done....but i cant because people are dumb...
i miss the snowwww. i know, when its snowy i say i want it warmer. warmer, not FREAKING HOT. i wish it was October. one thing i will miss about Utah is the fall and the snow. meh, oh well. its been pretty freaking hot the past few weeks. i want it to be all rainy. i'm sure its hotter in Texas lol. yeah.
i've decided this is the most awesome thing i've ever seen:

HAHAHAH epic.
i don't know, so i am really hungry. i think i'm going to go find some food.

OOOOOOH.
so i've been writing a lot of private entries but not so many public ones. i miss writing. even though no one cares except myself. haha its still fun. and also, i'm very complainy lately so i try to save people-whoever may read this-from my whiney ass.
so i'm 21 weeks pregnant on Tuesday. holy crap. its already halfway over and i'm TOTALLY not ready. when i get back to Texas its going to be a mad-rush to get everything i need and to get everything ready. eeeeeeeesh.

my birthday was thursday, i'm 24 and i feel old. i'll feel even older next year...i'll be halfway to 30-scary! Keldyn turned 3 yesterday :( my babyyyyyy. he's getting too big, but he's so damn cute. we had cupcakes and a lot of food. was amazing. TOO BAD theres not CAKE left for me, because some fatties cant control their damn mouths UGH. see, what'd i say? complainy.

i am slowly going crazy living here and i cant wait to move. i will miss Mitch when he's gone to basic, but it will be SO nice to get out of here. i think i'll do a celebration dance right out the damn door. i am so DONE with this place. i miss my family and i miss my Danielle and my Megan and my puppies. i've decided maybe Utah isn't all that i thought it was. every time i live here, crap happens. the weather/scenery is AMAZING but it doesn't make up for everything else. i actually miss big, hot, crowded Texas. i cant wait to be back. who knows where Mitch and i will go after? but eh, i'm up for anything.

i'm sure i'll be writing more as i start to get more to write about and as things start changing in my life (FINALLY). mostly i hang out and do nothing. i'm addicted to stupid Facebook games. and this pregnancy is kicking my ass. i've had so many issues, i worry that the baby might not be okay. August 4th i have my OB appointment with my NEW doctor, since my doctor now SUCKS. we'll get to see if i'm having a boy or a girl. i think it's a boy, so does Mitch-but nearly everyone else thinks its a girl. i already have a boy name picked out, but i'm not really sharing it with anyone-only a select few ;)

so, yeah. right now i'm sitting here. it's quiet. Mitch is out jogging-trying to get in shape for the Army. well, not in shape...hes already thin, i guess....just preparing for it after months and months of sitting on his bum. i cant wait to have this baby so i can start working out. gah. Keldyn is in bed and i am sitting here screwing around on Facebook, wishing i had cake.

will try to write again soon

<3

woo! i'm writing again.
here was my very non-eventful day:

woke up at 4:30pm (i know)
watched some Britains Got Talent audtions on Youtube...i love that show.
got ready and ate at Del Taco with Mitchell and Keldyn...i ate too much.
then we went to Payless to get Mitch some shoelaces and it looked like it had been recently robbed...no joke.
after that i bought some hair dye, came home, dyed my hair. showered. and here i sit.

i know, i'm sooo exciting.
i'm chatting with Megan on Skype right now...muahahaha.
this is awesome: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNuvwzwemrA
HAHA


so, i leave for Texas in 5 days, and seriously it cant come soon enough...i cant wait.

uhmmmmmmmmmm......nothing else is new really.

ohhh i haven't written in FOREVER.
i haven't even been busy...i think i'm just lazy.

well, today i am 10 weeks pregnant.
go me!
2 more weeks and i have an appointment where we can hopefully hear the heartbeat.
i haven't been as sick lately...not too bad which is good.

7 MORE DAYS UNTIL I GO TO TEXAS! YAY!
i could say "one week" but that sounds longer.
though i totally hate how i look in my dress, i am looking forward to getting away from here and seeing all of the people i love and miss so muchhhh.

lets see, not a whole lot of new things have happened.
pretty much the same ol'.
it's getting warmer. we've had some amazingly nice days.

i slept most of today. that's pretty much all i do lately.
we had some lasagna for dinner. a frozen kind...it really wasn't all that good.
then i gave Keldyn a bath and he put himself to bed...
he like grabbed his blanket and charged for his room. HAHA.

some people really bug the hell out of me. yes, indeed.

hmmmm i guess i could update with a new belly picture.
maybe soon.

eh, that's all i have to update for now.

GOSH I AM SO FRUSTRATED!
i HATE how i look in my bridesmaids dress.
i HATE that i'm getting morning sickness.
i hate being hungry when nothing sounds good.
BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!';ofask;'dfkas;ldksa;ld

so, i just found out a few days ago that i'm pregnant.
i was pretty shocked. but i'm way excited.
i'll be due in December.

yes, i took a picture of my pee-stick. haha.
i'm also going to be taking pictures of my belly as i go along. i did this with Keldyn too and it's insane how fat i got.
so, here's the first one, 5 weeks. i'm already getting bloated :(



so anyway, what else is new......
i've been really sick the past few days. i have this nasty-ass cough and a cold.
and i cant take medicine. it sucks. and i'm out of Kleenex.

today is Easter and i'm just sitting around. "working".
i kind of feel like cooking dinner tonight, but i also don't.
i think we might take Keldyn out later to like McDonalds or something....so exciting.

i am also stressing about how i'm going to look in my sisters bridesmaid dress.
i mean, of course i'm not gonna be showing yet but i'm gonna feel fat and weird.
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i'm sleepy and i wish i could take a nap.
that's all i have to write for now.
will write again soon.

poopoopapoo.

i'm tired.
today was pretty lame Saturday......
we did get to go hang out for a bit, which was fun.
but then i got a lame headache and we had to go. ugh.
Keldyn has a girlfriend :D


she's so cute.
it was fun, i got to drink some beer. yay.



i'm kind of playing WoW right now but i'm getting so bored of it.
i really honestly just feel like going to sleep.
i'm hungry too.
i don't know what i feel like doing though.
i'm all discontent.
meh!

Megan you are so funny
"i recognized him by his legs" LOL. wtf is it with you and legs?
weirdo, ahahhaa.

i want to MOVE already. i'm so ready for stuff to change, OMG.
i wish i could just go into a coma and wake up when things are better.
siiiiiiiiiigh.

yeah this was very boring.
i  need to put Keldyn to bed, so....'til next time?

bye.

i've been up since 6AM.
WHY? for no good damn reason!

i hate when i cant sleep.
kldsjkldjksa;lds;adksal;jdklsajdlkasjds'ak;sakdl;asdl;sakd;lsakas;

this is so stupid.

i'm gonna go get some coffee.

i am just in a totally crappy mood.
i have been all day. sucks.
i'm bored and i'm not content and i have i NO idea what i feel like doing.
and sadly i'm not even tired enough to sleep.
Mitch is busy doing nerdy stuff on WoW. bleh.

we went to Golden Corral earlier and i ate WAY too much.
i wanted to die.
then we gave Keldyn some M&M's and he had this MAJOR sugar high.
it was hilarious.
i'm still full. eeeeeghhh.

i'm stressing about my sisters wedding.
my dress situation SUCKS and my mom is stressing me about all of it even more.
and where the hell are we gonna stay when we go to Texas for a week?
it's like $700 for a hotel for a week. i'm not spending $700 for a place where i'm just gonna be SLEEPING.
how retarded.
i'll be glad when it's over, i'm sick of worrying about it. /sigh.

it has been rainy and snowy and cold here the past couple of days.
i want sunny weather that actually STAYS here.
booo!

i don't know. i'm gonna watch some Roseanne and see if i can get tired enough to fall asleep.
i hope tomorrow is better than today was.

me + webcam = BAD IDEA.

LMAO!




and this one is my personal favorite.
i somehow look like the Hunchback of Notre Dame.


Quasimodo FTW!

wth.
it's freaking SNOWING a shitload. why?
i love the snow, but i'm over it for now.
i'm ready for warmer weather. baaaaah!
there's seriously like 4 inches on the ground or something and it's still falling.
gay gay gay.

but other than that, i'm mostly in a good mood.

i'm trying to get into the habit of writing more.
i guess there are some weird people out there that like reading my blogs lol.
Megan! hi!

we went to Chic-fil-a a bit ago. it was so good. i love that place.
Keldyn had a blast playing. i miss being a kid and being so easily entertained.
i think tonight Mitchell and i are gonna go see a movie.
i have no idea what movie, but it'll be fun.

i so freaking need to buy Twilight. the DVD is out and i cant believe i don't have it!
i am currently reading the Harry Potter books again. i'm on book 4...
after that, i'm going back to Twilight.

i am so ready to move. i wonder where the Air Force is gonna send us...
it'll be exciting. i'm ready for change.

i cant wait until i get to go to Texas for my seesters wedding! yay!
i get to see everyone. i miss everyone there so bad.
my stupid bridesmaid dress doesn't fit right. damn my boobs!
they floweth over the topeth.
now i have to find a place and hope they can re-size the top of it before then.
booo!

family drama is so gay. it makes me so irritated.
Heather, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU!
you're always gonna be my sister.

yah so. my life is so un-eventful that i don't have much to report.
i'll write again when i get bored enough :D

 

<3

my weekend was good.
yesterday we went to a bbq/party and i ate and drank too much.
but it was so much fun...until i got home a threw up. haha.
the sunny weather is GONE. today was cold and rainy.
oh well.
i stayed in all of today. made spaghetti and cleaned.
and got lvl 72 on WoW. hahahaa.

i took some sleep aids,  now i am going to go lay in bed until they kick in.
reading in bed is my favorite, aaaaah.

whoa, its actually warm out today.
like, almost hot.
it's weird.
i think we're gonna get snow next week though, so....it's not spring yet.

i'm bored. i'm sick of WoW.
and i'm also hungry.
i wonder what we're doing tonight..........
nothing, probably.

but we're going to a party tomorrow night.
that will be fun.

i wish i had some vodka RIGHT NOW.

oh well.
oh my gosh. how is online drama as bad as real life drama?
i'm getting included and i don't want to be!
i love how people who say they "hate" drama are the ones that usually start it.
lol.
or they go looking into other peoples drama to feed their needs.
so stupid.
leave me out of it, mmmkay?

my cake is gone.
the rest of it "vanished" this morning.
dammit! 
i made that hoping it would last a week or so, but no.
M-E-G-A-B-E-A-S-T!
blah!!!!!!!!

wah wah wah.

i love how i make a cake for myself to last me awhile and SOMEONE EATS THE WHOLE FREAKING THING!
OINKER!
UUUUUUUUUUUUUGKHFkjdsfdsfkldsjfkldsjflksdjflkdsjgggggggrrrrrrrrrh!

LOL LOL thank you Alyssa for reminding me about this. hahahahhaa.
"you slithered like a serpent into the school kitchen and ate my personal snack!"
i'll have to remember that line.

*sigh*
i cant wait to move. i wish i could make stuff happen faster. i'm SO DONE with living with people.
i want me, Mitch and Keldyn to have a place. i'm sick of everyone. shit.

so i had to get up at 7:30 this morning. mornings are so stupid. who invented them?
whoever it was SUCKS.
i got to take a long nap when i got home, which was nice :)

my sisters wedding is in 2 freaking months!!!!!
i didn't realize it was THAT soon. holy crap.
it's gonna be crazy. i need to make sure my dress fits and stuff.
me in a dress-rofl.
it will be nice to see everyone.
needless to say, i somehow really miss Texas.

i'm playing WoW right now. i'm so slow at lvling. its gay.
meh.
i wish i could speed-up time.
i'm ready for chaaaaaange. blaaaaaaah.
i'll have to try to be patient. somehow.

whoa i am actually writing again! :O
i should be sleeping. it's 2:30am. i took some sleep aids and i feel pretty drowsy....
but i also at McDonalds a bit ago and i cant sleep when i feel all full.
so i'm waiting for that to pass. oh well.
Mitch is already crashed. figures :P